This is it!!!!

Today is the day.
The day I've been waiting for.
Practicing and practicing.
For what you say?
Well the talent show auditions. I don't know why but it means a lot to me. Maybe to prove to myself I can do it in front of a crowd. I don't know that is just how I feel. It makes me happy that some people like the way I sing and how people want me to teach them. I used to hear from someone I know that I can't sing that I that I cant do anything. Well you know what that is "BS" cause I know what I can and can't do. So to all  thoughs people that said I cant and wont well guess what I am and will.

Today!!!

Well I can only say one thing:
That I am happy, in love and wishing life wasn't so hard. I have so much going on at one time that it is hard to me just to relax. Now I have to always be on my feet. I cant really sleep. To much going on!!!

Talent Show!!!

I honestly can't!!! Im to excited!!!! Can't you tell :D

Google (A question a day) 1/ 12 /12

My question was:
I can grow my body back in about two days if cut in half. Many scientists believe I do not undergo senescence. What am I?

My answer was:
Hyrda beacause I  Searched [regenerative animal]. Then I  Searched [senescence] and then I Searched [animal biologically immortal],which helped my find the answer to the question a day on google. (x

The book "PUSH"

So this book I'm is called "PUSH" its really  intense. Its about african american girl, over 200 pounds who got  raped by her father  and had his baby at the age of 12. You may ask where is the mother. Well the mother "IS" in the in her life . At the age of 12 Clareece Precious Jones had her first baby when she in the kitchen she fell on the floor her mother started kicking her.

When Precious gave birth to her first child, the nurse asked for her mothers info and the fathers info. Then the nurse asked who the baby's daddy was and she said her fathers name. The nurse was shocked. If you want to know more about this story I recommend you read this novel.

Back at school!!!

Im BACKKK... being back at school feels kinda good. i miss my best buddy mike cause he isn't here today!!! So anyways my vacation was really good well kinda lol there is a lot of shit i would like to share but somethings are just way to personal. Lets just say when i got home i was 10x more happy<3

Prince Royce

I have become very add to this song I want to learn the song... but you see in its in spanish and i only know english
lyrics

Prince Royce - Corazon sin Cara (plus English Translation) The video is at the bottom of this page if you want to listen and read the lyrics at the same time.  Share this page using the buttons at the bottom. Corazon Sin Cara Y ya me contaron Que te acomplejas de tu imagen Y mira el espejo Que linda eres sin maquillaje Y si eres gorda o flaca Todo eso no me importa a mí Y tampoco soy perfecto Sólo sé que te quiero así Y el corazón no tiene cara Y te prometo que lo nuestro Nunca va a terminar Y el amor vive en el alma Ni con deseos sabes que nada de ti va a cambiar Prende una vela, rézale a Dios Y dale gracias que tenemos ese lindo corazón Prende una vela, pide perdón Y por creer que tu eres fea te dedico esta canción Y si eres gorda o flaca Todo eso no me importa a mí Y tampoco soy perfecto Sólo sé que te quiero así Ladies, you already know, Royce - Too strong! Y si eres gorda o flaca Todo eso no me importa a mí Tampoco soy perfecto Sólo sé que yo te quiero así Y el corazón no tiene cara Y te prometo que lo nuestro Nunca va a terminar Y el amor vive en el alma Ni con deseos sabes que nada de ti va a cambiar Nadie es perfecto en el amor Ay seas blanquita, morenita, no me importa el color Mirame a mi, mirame bien Aunque tenga cara de bonito me acomplejo yo tambien Y si eres gorda o flaca Todo eso no me importa a mí Tampoco soy perfecto Sólo sé que yo te quiero así Sentimiento c'mon Y el corazón no tiene cara Y te prometo que lo nuestro Nunca va a terminar Y el amor vive en el alma Ni con deseos sabes que nada de ti va a cambiar Sincerely, Royce

What I Saw Coming!!!

I knew for a fact this was coming.... That morning when I woke up I felt it in my stomach.... I wanted to say something but didn't know what to say... So I sat there in silence.. Hoping and praying that my gut was lying... To me it felt like a dream.. Maybe even a nightmare.... At first I felt my life was over I didn't know where to go.. I stood there tried to gather my thoughts but things just weren't making any sense.... I thought "WHY ME? WHAT DID I DO WRONG? SHOULD THIS BE HAPPENING TO ME? THOUGHT YOU WERE FAMILY?"
Thats when I realized I'm on my own now. 


I got kicked out!!!!

I FEEL THE NEED TO SAY!!!

I FEEL THE NEED TO SAY I LOVE YOU.
I FEEL THE NEED TO SAY HOW I FEEL EVERYDAY.
I FEEL THE NEED TO SAY A LOT OF THINGS THAT ARENT NICE.
I FEEL THE NEED TO SAY THE TRUTH, EVEN IF THE TRUTH IS CURAL
I FEEL THE NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE EVERYDAY AND TELL THEM HOW I FEEL BUT I DONT HAD THE GUTS TO DO SO

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!!! DON'T JUDGE!!!

         YES I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND IF YOU ONLY KNOW HOW MUCH! I'VE BEEN WITH HIM FOR ALMOST 4 MONTHS. HE IS THE ONLY PERSON THAT MAKES MY DAY!! I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND I SEE TEXT MESSAGES FROM HIM.. TILL THIS DAY I WONDER WHY DID HE STAY WITH ME!! I PUT HIM THRU HELL FOR 2 MONTHS .. YOU SEE THE FIRST MONTH WAS GREAT AND AMAZING BUT THEN I STOPPED REPLYING TO HIS MESSAGES I STOPPED CALLING HIM.. AND EACH TIME HE TEXT ME TO END THINGS HE JUST COULDN'T HE SAID THAT HE WAS TO IN LOVE WITH ME TO MUCH.. FOR THE SECOND MONTH WE STARTED SCHOOL I RARLEY TALKED TO HIM THINGS GOT LESS AND LESS.. I WAS GOING TO CLEVELAND HIGH SCHOOL AND HE WAS GOING TO JAMES MONROE HIGH SCHOOL.. WE WERE APART.. IT WAS HARD!!
         TILL I MADE THAT DECISION TO MOVE SCHOOLS -YOU SEE IM 18 YEARS OLD AND MY BOYFRIEND IS 17.. YOU MAY THINK WOW THEY ARE YOUNG. - WHEN I MOVED SCHOOLS I DID IT FOR MY BOYFRIEND.. SO NOW THAT WE GO TO THE SAME SCHOOL WE SEE EACH OTHER EVERYDAY..  I THANK GOD THAT I MADE THIS CHOICE BECAUSE WE ARE HAPPIER THEN EVER!!! IT MADE OUR RELATIONSHIP STRONGER.. I TELL HIM EVERYDAY THANK YOU AND HE ASKS WHY I SAY CAUSE YOU HAVE MADE ME SO HAPPY!! 
          NOW I KNOW THE MEANING OF LOVE.... AND IM HAPPY! :D I HOPE ONE DAY EVERYONE WILL FIND THAT ONE PERSON!!! 
 7-1-11 <3 THAT IS OUR DAY 






        

Do you really Know Me??

Most people may describe me as a happy person. However, what might surprise you is that, I'm not. I've had a plethora of problems in childhood and I never really told anyone any of my stories. I'm a secretive person. I don't tell people about my life or my past and I usually keep things to myself.  As a child I found out I had dyslexia, a developmental reading disorder.  I grew up with this as a secret, I seldom told a soul of it. My peers would spend perhaps 20 minutes on an assignment while I would spend hours.  I would need to apply myself more than others around me.  Yet, no matter how hard I tried i was never at the same level I always felt like I was behind.  Even to this day I deal with it and it hasn't gotten any easier.  I'm constantly under stress and it elevates to distress.  It's one of the toughest challenges I have to face.